ISSUE 12
HAYDEN BERRY
CHANCI
LEYLA ÇOLPAN
CHRIS FASH
WREN HANKS
IKAIKAONALANI JAMES
MEI KAZAMA
NESS LINN
JUN MARUYAMA
ASTER OLSEN
JACKIE VONDROSS

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Ore
Hands down hands up, throw the dirt away
Deep wide horizon swallows up the holy day
Dig straight down a ways, last look at the light
Whisper minerals, choices left or right
And down and down and always down we ever go
Full chase the hum to second sun deep down below
To fall is faster, but for dirt and dirt I might
Let pulling angels pull me down to Lower Light
But dirt (and dirt) and dirt & dirt are in the way
So digging down (hands up hands down) I don’t delay
I find things finding me, things found in down and down
Things earthen old below the past below the ground
Where beastly gods ate gold and shat it into mines
I pass these coprolites, they’re shrines! how they shine!
I yearn for all for more but reach the center core
Now down is up I can’t go deeper anymore
But just for fools is digging up into the floor
No sun no spirits so much dirt to down explore
But down is gone I up and up forevermore.
Jackie Vondross is a creative writing major at Portland State University and has had work published in the university’s journal Pathos. She’s a trans woman and her writing is informed by the years she spent homeless on the streets of Portland as a queer person as well as her recovery from addictions to heroin and meth.
